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Nobody knows me .. I'm cold ..
Walk down this road all alone ..
Its noones fault but my own ..
Its the path ive chosen to go ..
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so .. =/

Im Just So Fucking Depressed ...

think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor ...
Everything is so tense and gloom...
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room...
Just as soon as I walk in...
It's like all eyes on me..
So I try to avoid any eye contact...
'cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation...
Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention...
I just want to be just like you...
Blend in with the rest of the room...
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need no fucking man servant...
Trying to follow me around, and wipe my ass...
Laugh at every single joke I crack..
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown...

=) I did update ...

I'll take you to a place

where my friends won't allow me

ku, kan jadi teman dalam hidupmu

ku yakin kisah kau dan aku

It has been a long time xD

Hello readers =) ..

Back to blogging ...
Sorry for such a late delay of update in my blog >.<
Lazy to blog ...
Dont know what to update about ..
Tell me what to blog about ?

Silly Fun and Sweet =)

Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

The delayed update ..

Will update my blog tomorrow about what happened today ...
Just got home from tuition and havent had lunch ...
Bath , homework and sleep ...
My mission for now =) ...

New Year ? Delayed Post ...

Haih ...
I don't know what's with New Year but it always give me a renewed enthusiasm =( ... With every closing of year, I have this renewed spirit to just be better and just do better in the coming year... And although I know that I really don't need to wait for the year end to make all those resolution list which I never get around of doing anyway, still, I have a few things that I bear in mind >.< ...

2009 taught me to be patient, to wait, to not rush , guess so =) ... 2010, I will be more patient and let things takes it course ... It must be of good reason why I don't always get the things that I want or things don't work out the way I think it will be... I can't expect people to think the way I think, for them to operate the way I operate, so let it be...

2009 taught me so much about family and responsibility lo ... 2010, my learning goes on ... =(

2009 showed me how great real friends are ... xD 2010, cultivate the friendship for these are the people that accepts me, supports me, understands me, cares for me, loves me no matter how crazy I can get ... Thanks to all of you =D ...

2009 showed me what real love is...the kind and unconditional one... The one that never judge, the one that embraces all your faults ... Through the course of that journey, I learned so much about myself ... 2010, countless possibilities...

I hope that with every new beginning given to me I'll be a better guy =) ...